crab with a knife

I've been drinking too much, I've been thinking too much
About what you said to me and how we're all better without

Put me down I've had enough
Id like to say I'm happy, id beg to say I'm fine
Id like to think youre with me, youre always in my mind
My morning Sun is dead, is it just in my head
Every breath that grips my chest
Brings me no comfort for the end

My white flag is raised up high above the clouds
And ill drive my car right off the bluff by the grave
An anchor to my name
Strings frayed with burnt tips
The weight of every thot
Holding up the things ill miss
I fear what I have fucking lost

Youll find me
Right at the bottom of the lake
Moving with the wake

If I wake up
With no sense of touch
Ill know I'm gone

No matter how many times we sing soco
We can't stay eighteen forever
No matter how many times I tell you I love you
We can't stay here together