if ur leffen im chillindude

I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to
I wish my lungs didnt hurt but they sure do
Every time I breathe im reminded of
How none of this will ever work

Ive been talking to molly
And I think im realizing
That nothing ever stays the same
No matter how bad you want it

Not the way that your hand fits mine
Not the way that our bodies intertwine
Woven together like that cardigan
We found at that garage sale last summer
Its a bummer, cuz you wont ever know
How much this means to me

There is no montauk just a repose
Am I burying the ghost
As my nights spill into mornings
And I wake up fucking soaked
In everything I think I need
And all the people I miss the most

Do you remember when we drove down glenlord
And as the sky lit up, I screamed out I love you
It turned out to be just snow lightning
But the sentiment remains the same
I think id rather die with you