another seveteen

Woke up
Sweating on Tuesday
I had been running
Circles inside my head at night
Stared at the ceiling
What am I feeling?
I'm ready to turn back off the lights

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go
Of seventeen
Let go of seventeen

By now
I should be over
The things that I'm over
But somehow it still lingers on
Yeah, I'm still afraid of
The dark and the space between
When you speak

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go
Of seventeen
Let go of seventeen

Sit in the shower
Same song for an hour
Closing my eyes and seeing green
Faking my feelings
Falling to my
Knees

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go
Of seventeen
Let go of seventeen