Monster

I tried to let go but it's a fucking good feeling so I'm begging for more
You say it ain't so but there's a million damn reasons why we been here before
Our love is in vain, feels like we're destined to hurt
Got nothing to gain, seems like the lessons are learned
Your love is a pain, actions speak louder than words it feels so good but it hurts

You broke my heart a million times, still I keep coming back to you
I tried so hard to make you mine, if only I already knew

I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed
Keep on dreaming of the thoughts I never shared
Lit a fire with your burning cigarette
Haunted by the countless demons in my head
All I see is the remains of what used to be
Nothing but a fucking game between you and me
I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed

I tried to believe but every time I turned around kept taking pieces of me
I guess we both can agree the only reason you're still here is you got nowhere to be
We’re losing ourselves, our love is already gone
Keep playing the saint, like you ain’t doing me wrong
Your love is a drain, pulling me down all along, you pulled me down all along

You broke my heart a million times, still I keep coming back to you
I tried so hard to make you mine, if only I already knew

I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed
Keep on dreaming of the thoughts I never shared
Lit a fire with your burning cigarette
Haunted by the countless demons in my head
All I see is the remains of what used to be
Nothing but a fucking game between you and me
I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed

We've been here before
'Cause I recall how it feels
It's time we're closing that door
And keep it shut with a seal

I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed
Keep on dreaming of the thoughts I never shared
Lit a fire with your burning cigarette
Haunted by the countless demons in my head
All I see is the remains of what used to be
Nothing but a fucking game between you and me
I’ve been sleeping with a monster in my bed (monster in my bed)