Relieved

My head hurts me
Cause I´ve been sick and
A little desperate and a little suffocated
But now I´m feeling sink in
Maybe just relieved
Maybe as right as rain
Well I think it´s too much
I´ll never be Back again to shit
I´ll never be back cause something tells me
That I need it all and I´ve been crawling
But crawling wouldn´t do anymore
I need it all and I´ve been crying
But crying wouldn´t do anymore
If everybody, on the quiet, suffers
What of it?
If everybody, on the quiet, suffers
What of it?
Lights are cold, yeah!
It´s been a long time since
We don´t turn them on
We don´t turn them on
Isn´t it ironic?
They use to be glittering
And now it´s just a spark
Now it´s just a spark
I needn´t it all cause I´ve been crawling
And it won´t happen anymore
I needn´t it all cause
I´ve been crying and it won´t happen anymore
If everybody, on the quiet, suffers
What of it?
If everybody, on the quiet, suffers
What of it?
It´s not all you think that I must swallow
I´m not your doll