Normal

What I've caused, I didn't mean to. The problem is, I never mean to. I'm sorry.
I never meant for you to feel bad, because I'm so pathetic.
I didn't mean for you to feel like you needed to pity me
because I spit on pity.
Cause I, I feel so horrible, I hurt so much that I can't feel anything.
The bottle is holding a future, I'll let those feelings ferment and be washed down.
What I told you, I didn't mean for it to be difficult. I hate myself for the position you're in.
And I, hate myself because I can't help myself at all. I try to fix everything,
but it gets to the point where you just can't take it anymore.
Cause I, I feel so horrible, I hurt so much that I can't feel anything.
The bottle is holding a future, I'll let those feelings ferment and be washed down.
I reach out, but I pull back. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I can't be normal.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't be normal. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't be normal...
Cause I, I feel so horrible, I hurt so much that I can't feel anything.
The bottle is holding a future, I'll let those feelings ferment and be washed down.
Wash it down....