Adrift

Waging the war of nerves again
The silence of the ones who failed

I’m craving for isolation
A way to stop the screams in my head
My reflection shows me
A man battered by this life of neglect

I don’t feel like rising up again
Standing frozen, idle in my longing for the end

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care, I feel adrift

Deprive me of all self-esteem
I’m guilty of inducing my demise

My health has went to pieces
My joy rots somewhere deep inside
Your judgement won’t affect me
I already sentenced myself to death

Too fucked up to care about life
Don’t call me self-pity sick
‘Cause the only truth is that I really don’t give a shit

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care, I feel adrift

Another city, another faceless crowd
Feeling more alone than ever
My smile is so fake that it disgusts me
I wish next motel room will be my tomb

Trust me when I tell you
Today I just don’t care if I live or die
I hate you all for giving me the illusion
that someone cares
We’re born alone, we die alone

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain
Booze to numb the senses
Smoke to fall asleep
I don’t fucking care, I feel adrift