Morbid Emotions

Is this the life that I search
Is this the happines that I found ...No!
Is this really the world of joy
Do I still belong here ...I wonder!
Living in never-ending night
Ever seemed daylight
Why I have to be here
In this sorrow and depression
With only friends ...razorblades
...have to kill myself
We all are so fucking futile
So you have join me
...Kill yourself
Is this the Death that I reach
Is this the expected and lovely end