I Am Misery

This world means nothing, and I am no one
I have fallen into the abyss
Where no one can hear you scream
I am misery, I am all alone
I order the wind here to carry me home
Yet they decline with such malice in their tongues
I am misery, I am all alone
Until death takes me

My mind is a baron wasteland
No rational thoughts in this time of need
Insomnia is starting to take its toll
I couldn't care
I can only care for you

She was my Earth, my World
But I fell second best to another
I'm locked in my darkest nightmare
With memories that will never fade

She will never come back
In the rising sun I sit and weep
Hoping that whenever you wake
You know I am there for you

Daybreak is coming, and I can't rest
The sun is so high
Blinding, burning, killing me
I'm trying to hide now from it
Running away from it
I look behind and there is nothing
But you, you are the one I have left behind

Ah the bastard sun, why do you mock me and distort my vision
Let me be!

Is this madness I do feel?
I will crawl under a rock until the sun falls away

This world means nothing, and I am no one
I have fallen into the abyss
Where no one can hear you scream
I am misery, I am all alone
I order the wind here to carry me home
Yet they decline with such malice in their tongues
I am misery, I am all alone
Until death takes me

And when you close your eyes, know I am there for you!