Heartless

Why can’t I say no, temptations plague my heart
Like a steel-trap
I’m caught can't turn away
How will I get up from these sheets and walk away
How many times can I pass through the fire
Before I get burned alive?
How can I hurt myself, more than anyone else

How can anyone help me
If I can’t help myself
Why can’t I say no while guilt follows me
Like the shadows on the wall
Shame runs though me like a blade to the chest

This Fear keeps me from letting you in
So I’ll stand alone
Lost and alone
When it’s my actions to defend
And my heart the judge
I’ll find myself guilty

For the things
I have done
I am heartless