My Disregards

You might be the best hole that I ever ever fell into
Help me be myself I
Killed it, killed before I could

You won't be the last hole that I ever ever fall into
Help me be myself then
Kill it, killed it

Why if I want it to be
Could it feel so wrong
Can't get this mountain off me
And let me breathe again

I don't want to peel my skin and see the things that live inside
It scares me somehow out and
Can it, can it

Why if I want it to be
Could it feel so wrong
Can't get this mountain off me
And let me breathe again
When I can
Yeah, I've got it waiting for me but I don't know if I can

When I fall inside my hole I know the black won't let me see
Something pulls me out and
Takes me, takes me

Why if I want it to be
Could it feel so wrong
Can't get this mountain off me
And let me breathe again

Can't get this mountain off me
To let me breathe again
When I can
Yeah, I've got it waiting for me but I don't know if I can