Uncalled For

I blame you for how I am
Or else I wouldn't understand
All I know is survival all is hell
Bottom of the hole through which I fell

Answer the question to end them all
Why did the doctor make this house call
Every day sun sets no sunrise
Lines of rage around my eyes

I can't stand up I only fall
I am here but I am uncalled
I can't stand up I only fall
I am here but I am uncalled

Got something to say then tell me
I am all ears
Got a word of reassurance let me know
I am all fears
Got a little comfort what is it
I am all tears
Got the parking brake in your hand then pull it
I am all years

Tumors bursting on my back
My rainbow's seven shades of black
I'll steal back what I own
Fall further down this hole

I can't stand up I only fall
I am here but I am uncalled
I can't stand up I only fall
I am here but I am uncalled
For