Waiting To Go Off

Recently I have been stuck inside, with a clouded mind
I'm not sure I even grasp a word you say, in this daily grind
Well this is who I am, this is all I will be
You better think again about me

Come on help me with this load
I'm waiting to explode
Should I stay or should I go?
I need to grow

So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide
I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride

Yeah, I've heard that line a million times before, I'm getting bored
I'm about to blow a fuse, this time it's me who's ignored
My mind's like dynamite, just waiting to explode
It's hard to understand this mode

Come on help me with this load
I'm waiting to explode
Should I stay or should I go?
I need to grow

So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide
I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride
I got this problem when it comes down to choose side
Just let me go now cause we're heading to collide

So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide
I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride
I got this problem when it comes down to choose side
Just let me go now cause we're heading to collide