Better Have Burn Heal

I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like
Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights
And pretend that I am in the shape to fight
Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike
And I want (such)? Trying to make things better for myself for my hell

Should I feel like someone else and that's not right
I'm not alright, this isn't right, I'm not alright
I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague
I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page
I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out

But I'm so in doubt
I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague
I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page
I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out
But I'm so in doubt

I'm trying everything I can to help
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I'm hurting more than any one can tell
I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
I want to love myself