Time is an illusion
That you put on repeat
What does this all mean?
When you tore my heart forevermore
Time stopped than for me

Now I see it crystal clear
You were never really here
I've been dying, don't remind me
You can't count the times I would reappear
Tell me I'm insane
You've corroded my own brain
Light is dark and dark is light
Inside this world that you've arranged

Who am I to stop you
You can bathe in your lies
Hide it from plain sight
But I know
The seeds you've gone and sown
Will this flower bleed?

And yet
I don't even know
Do I tear apart
What is bound to restart?
Think I'll carry on
If you really want the truth

I don't even know
What you really are
If you have a heart
Think I'll carry on
Leaving you to reevaluate the truth

Now I see it crystal clear
You were never really here
I've been dying, don't remind me
You can't count the times I would reappear
Tell me I'm insane
You've corroded my own brain
Light is dark and dark is light
Inside this world that you've arranged

What I can't remember
Is if we've played this scene
Where you've asked of me
To save you from all abuse you do
I have to retrieve

Just who
Who I really am
Deep inside this heart that you've torn apart
Will you just forget
That you are my refuge?

Do you really want to see
Who I am when I've purged my sins
Think you'll carry on
In this neutral battle where we both-

I don't even know
Do I tear apart
What is bound to restart?
Think I'll carry on

If you really want the truth
I don't even know
What you really are
If you have a heart
Think I'll carry on
Leaving you to reevaluate the truth