Delusions

A smile looking back at me
A reflection I can't see
The remaining parts of me
Lying through their fucking teeth

I know, I know
It's always been me

Splitting between who I wanna be

You come undone
Begging for what you call love

You never knew the real me
Just what I chose for you to see
You see what you want to see
It's never the real version of me

I give and I give
You take and you take
I break and I break
You fake and you fake

It's like you watch me burn
Pretending to be hurt
By your own delusions
You're cursed, you're cursed

I try and I try
You lie and you lie
I cry and I cry
You vie for a lie

It's never what it seems
Begging you not to leave

I am the delusions

Delusions

I am the delusions
I am the delusions
I am the delusions
I am the delusions

I am the delusions

I give and I give
You take and you take
I break and I break
You fake and you fake

It's like you watch me burn
Pretending to be hurt
By your own delusions
You're cursed, you're cursed