Freak In The Wrong Eyes

People are blind
They see the things that they want
And what they hate
Turn out just to be a freak

The one that different
Just ended up to be the joke
And what bout me?
My truth seems like a joke

I can't breathe it's suffocating
All the weight in my chest
God
The word that you said they are killing me deep inside
Just laugh just laugh just laugh just laugh
Forget it all and now made them laugh

I'm gonna be clown clown clown, just like what you want
'Cause I'm the freak freak freak, just like what you see
But deep inside side side, I want to be free
From all the word you say that hurt deep inside
Just like a knife knife knife, get right to my heart
And every word word word, that ring they can't stop
I know that I'm different but I'm not a freak
Because
Everyone is a freak in the wrong eyes

And now I am here
Joking crying like a idiot
But is all fine
As long this emptiness could be filled

The lies has taken over me
Who am I? Again I don't know
Which one is real which one is cap
There's no more blue sky for me

But I can't fight back
I can't move
On my own, my mind is a mess
By all these lies that I ended up trapped on

I can't breathe it's suffocating
All weight in my chest
God I can't breathe the word that you said they are killing me
Just laugh just laugh just laugh just laugh
Forget it all and now made them laugh

I gonna be clown clown clown, just like what you want
'Cause I'm the freak freak freak, just like what you see
But deep inside side side, I want to be free
So just don't mind the feels, use your damn logic
Just like a knife knife knife, get right to my heart
And every word word word, these nonsense debates
I know that I'm different but I'm not a freak
Because
Everyone is a freak in the wrong eyes