I Lied

I'm sorry
The one you know, does not exist
I'm sorry
It was merely a lie
But you don't believe

Crying more and more
Sitting on the floor
Some more tears can't be my savior
Have I gone nuts?
Yeah, sure I'm nuts

Wearing a mask that I regret it all the time
And those friends?
Nah, they don't know me
'Cause they cannot see
As I've been hiding in shadows
And now I'm walking on the edges of my zone

I don't wanna write your name
With the hands have written so many lies
Don't wanna call your name

With the mouth has said so many lies
I try to move on
In the fake life I've built
But I'm drowning in my own fake words

I lied
The one you know, does not exist
I lied
It was merely a lie
But you can't believe

I lied
Thoughts of you, don't let me be
I lied
And now I don't have the courage to tell you
I'm sorry
I really am

You're gonna hate me for that
I'm sure of that
That's why I've been running away like that
I was doing fine
Yeah, I was fine
Till I wanted to face you with my true self

I lied
The one you know, does not exist
I lied
It was merely a lie

But you can't believe
I lied
Thoughts of you, don't let me be
I lied
And now I don't have the courage to tell you