I Wonder If

Sometimes I just feel so lonely
I don't even want to talk
It's not always the solution
To brush it off and smile

Wandering aimlessly, to somewhere better
Dreaming, then thinking, then writting my letters
Realizing, that this, will go on forever
Seeing a future, where no one's together

Feeling like a disappointment
I mark down another day
I wonder if tomorrow
Will be better? Will be great?

A neverending circle
Of self-hatred and despair
I wonder if I'll ever
Be okay someday again?

(I wonder if tomorrow
Will be better? Will be great?)
(I wonder if I'll ever
Be okay someday again?)

I see a ray of hope I
Strech my arm just a little bit more

It's not that easy, it's not that easy
It keeps going arround my head
Constant doubt and constant fear
It keeps going arround my head

Realizing, that this, it's the path I decided
I don't see a future where I am alive

Feeling like a disappointment
I mark down another day
I wonder if tomorrow
Will be better? Will be great?

A neverending circle
Of self-hatred and despair
I wonder if I'll ever
Be okay someday again?

(Oh)

Feeling like a disappointment
I'm so close to breaking down
I just don't care about it
I'm so close to ending now

But wait a moment! Just a second
I am scared again
I wonder if I'll ever
Be okay someday again?

(I wonder if tomorrow
Will be better? Will be great?)
(I wonder if I'll ever
Be okay someday again?)