My Dreams Seem Alive

As I keep getting numb
And don’t understand
My own heart

My own heart
And I keep struggling

I don’t know what
I’ve become
I’ve become

Cause I only knew a gleam of light
Two hands spreading towards me
I only heard a familiar sound
A deep wound that cannot bleed

Maybe I'm dreaming
Hallucinating
Maybe none is real

Maybe I'm not here
My memories collapse
And I die again

My dreams seem alive
They talk to me when I look at them
They slap me when I look at them
They disappear sometimes

My dreams are alive
They call me inside my sleep
They start sulking inside my sleep
They disagree sometimes

I’ve lost my feelings, lost my memories
And became speechless
Looking back to see which is real

They slap me when I look at them
They disappear sometimes
They scare me sometimes
They scare me sometimes

Lost my feelings, lost my memories
I disgust myself
I should have saved more of myself

They call me inside my sleep
They disappear sometimes
They scare me sometimes