Nice Guys Finish Last

Watching you from afar
Captivated by her glance
Irreversible actions taken
I confess all my mistakes
Understand my anger is justified

Just say you love me
Love me
It's not that hard to accept your fate
Just say you hate me
Hate me
The consequences of my actions take hold

Back when it all started
It was just an urge
But then it began to grow
Couldn't face my fears

I pondered to myself
You should be all mine
How could this all happen?
Nice guys finish last

I feel something inside me
It wants to be free
A small voice in my head speaks to me
They say: Go on, take her life

Just say you love me
Love me
It's not that hard to accept your fate
Just say you hate me
Hate me
The consequences of my actions take hold

I just can't see what is right in front of me
Voices take control over my autonomy
I must defy, elude my lust and take what's mine
Don't you dare look away
You can't hide from the monster inside

I idealize what we could've been
But that's gone now
My obsessions
My transgression
Feel the heat of the night
Forget those wasteful people

I pondered to myself
You could be all mine
Oh, this pain inside
Leads straight back to you

I feel something inside me
It want's to be free
A small voice in my head speaks to me
They say Go on, take her life

I just can't see what is right in front of me
Voices take control over my autonomy
I must defy, elude my lust and take what's mine
Don't you dare look away
You can't hide from the monster inside

She was my everything
I can't bare it
All the loss will tear me apart
Unless I can do something
She will be gone for good
All my life I've been alone
Searching for some closure
Will I ever come out on top?

Just say you love me
Love me
It's not that hard to accept your fate
Just say you hate me
Hate me
The consequences of my actions take hold

Go on and end it
End it
This pain called love is tearing me apart
Please just stay quiet
Quiet
You know, I never learnt that no means no

Oh, this desire, it's awful
You had the nerve to call me repulsive
Elusive passion, I hate this
I have forsaken my dread
I won't repent

Our final goodbyes, farewell
Your life was only meant to satisfy mine
I just don't get it, I had it all
And now I know why the nice guys finish last

I just can't see why she doesn't accept me
Everything I've done was for her and only her
I can't deny this was never about romance
Please don't ignore my love
You can't change the monster I've become

Envious lust and all those petty insults
A will to contend
You'll never see the light again
I took her life, oh, what a merciless attack
I held her whole world
It's a shame I never learnt a thing

All the loss will tear me apart
Unless I can do something
She will be gone for good
Please just stay still
Fear will consume you
Until our final days
You will always be mine