Isn't it strange How the days and nights seem to blend Till I just can't see the light anymore? How I'm trapped in it's spell, all alone, it just hurts But I'm just here, on my own All my fears take control, I can't see Just this primal urge to protect what's left of me From all sides, it attacks I can't think There's no time to step back and link the pain to reality I just can't hear, I just can't breathe It's all the same, it all repeats, same old story, same defeats Up in your feet Tell the whole world that you ain't been beaten yet Every melody's indefinite feature set Buried in rough mixes, soft hisses Hit-or-miss-es, daft senses in your mind Making up answers just to be justifyin' All of the mess that's bested by Death defying overthinking until it's fine What your muses gonna do when your quota is overdue And they see you an easy dude to overthrew What would you do if they cancel you and then censor you and then slander you And then banter whoever they accuse just so they can act true But I just keep trying all the same Not understanding due to pain That there's nothing left to say, they'll never listen Just obey the blind command Of one who sits with hoards of mindless drones to use as fits I'm just a scapegoat, nothing more The perfect victim to abhor Betrayed by everyone I knew Until I have no one left to help me Deal with all these thoughts I'm thinking Of the only true escape A way to free me from this hate But leave destruction in my wake I say one day I may have a say on who I wanna be Like Jessie Siren I'ma feel the sway To the messy barren sounds that decays But not now though, the fuck you know About the feeling of being alone In the low, seen as foe, cast a stone, told to go Only to watch their fame grow As you only get old I wanna say that life's a curse But the guy next door he had it worse But they made it, succeeded Got even more things completed Without feeling so defeated I just don't care There's nothing left for me My present barren Future unseen and no matter what I do Life won't have meaning like theirs do In the end, I'm nothing more Than just an spec of dust in the grand scheme of humanity I'll be forgotten quickly Only remembered as the scapegoat Perfect victim, Reson Lore, no longer me You know? Do continue It seems I'm truly doomed to fail I cannot even do what everyone is begging me to I'm just a failure, through and through The water brought me no solace I'm doomed to endure this violent torture til the end of time Or when they all get bored of me and destroy another's restless mind You're finished? Yet life ain't done, you know Way too soon to put down a frown, you know I swear you'll be on a better place, better phase With a brighter face than right now, you know I know this 'cause I confess It's hard to express how you've grown so fast To a point what the annoying voice said to your head Won't make any sense in retrospect that's a fact Give your peers and yourself more time Five or four years to reach your prime Even steadier if you age it like a wine Just don't disappear and you might settle in fine Let the time slowly pass, then look at your past And you'll wonder why'd you bother being this upset Well I gotta go now We'll talk some other time, yeah? Bye