Anxiety

Anxiety, insomnia
Manic episodes, body dysmorphia
Unhappiness turns to happiness
Sadness turns to back happiness

Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high
Throw my pain away
Just to get by, get by, get by
It's easier that way
Some days I hide, I hide, I hide
I hide away
Just to get by, get by, get by
It's easier that way

She said, contrary to your name, you're really not the easiest
She keep calling me difficult, but I'm no good at obedience
Not your ex, I'm not your previous
I'm on demon time, I move devious
What else you expect from a gemini who's a genius?
Heard ya? It's the voice of your mind
I'm only hearing it'll get louder with time
Whenever he drink, whenever he lie
If you've been fallen off, you way outcha your prime

Pshh, I got a lot of going on
No matter what happens, the show must go on
A momma's boy without a mom but I still gotta stay strong
Yea but what if you ain't rap, what else he good at?
Besides doing drugs and handsome to look at?
Partyin', partyin', partyin'
Cheating on women who never deserved that

Okay, so let's finally address this
Two sides, but mine's been neglected
So don't talk to me reckless, been in this game- sold millions of records
Oh, but you finally ran out of drugs to get high on?
You finally ran out of shoulders to cry on
Are you bouncing back or you not?
It's one or another you gotta decide on

Try living with this- no privacy, someone tmz spies on
Wishin' I was a no body somedays, instead of someone their eyes on
Gerald, gerald- he only complains
Look around- all of your friends are unfazed
A geek, been goin' for 7 days straight
Deal with it in the unhealthiest ways

Anxiety, insomnia
Manic episodes, body dysmorphia
Unhappiness turns to happiness
Sadness turns to back happiness

Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high
Throw my pain away
Just to get by, get by, get by
It's easier that way
Some days I hide, I hide, I hide
I hide away
Just to get by, get by, get by
It's easier that way

Some days, I think I hate everybody
Some days, I think I hate everybody
Some days, I think I hate everybody
Some days, I think I hate everybody

Anxiety, insomnia
Manic episodes, body dysmorphia
Unhappiness turns to happiness
Sadness turns to back happiness