Same Me

I just be trying to practice having discipline
'Cause I know it's easy for me to go off the ledge or I'll crash out
You know it

Won't fold under pressure 'cause I'm still the same me
Glock sitting on the dresser 'cause I'm still the same me
Learned from all my lessons 'cause I'm still the same me
God keeps sending blessings 'cause I'm still the same me

Come walk in my shoes, staying solid win or lose (win or lose)
Pain, I helped the streets get through it, feel like I be rappin' blues
Lately I been stacking blues (G Herbo), as a kid, I got misused
Real nigga, played by the rules, without help and get no clues (yeah)
Every time we did what we do, it made the news (it made the news)
Know I still go by myself, hop out broad day, spray that tool (bop)
Then I think 'bout principle, I don't want my kids confused
Visiting me in no institution, everybody need me, I'm the glue (I'm the glue)
Every year, I'm goin' cool
All my whips, my cribs, new
Whatever I want, I get approved
Outgrow shit, then gotta move (don't)
I take drugs medicinal, help me get right in my groove
'Cause I think like a killer too, 7. 62s hit him, went through
Reminisce, get in my mood, lil' bro, why you leave me, dude?
Nightmares, I can't get no sleep
I get sick, can't eat no food
In the streets, going through hula hoops
I don't even think twice, shooters shoot
I be in fear for my life, what else you expect me to do?
I can't snooze
The industry won't change me
If it all go bad, they gon' blame me
Grind hard, rain or sleet (rain or sleet)
On top of the food chain, yeah, that struggle made me (made me)
Diamond chains on my chest, but my heart not at peace
That day we laid Max to rest, it drove me crazy (drove me crazy)
That day we laid Roc to rest, it drove me crazy (that shit drove me crazy)
That day we laid Kobe to rest, it drove me crazy (drove me crazy)
That day we laid Broski to rest, it drove me crazy (I'm goin' crazy)

Don't complain about my stress, I'm still the same me (still the same me)
I send everybody checks, I'm still the same me (swerve)
Clean up everybody mess, I'm still the same me
Dark thoughts I can't confess, I'm still the same me (still the same me)
Won't fold under pressure 'cause I'm still the same me (I'm still the same)
Glock sitting on the dresser 'cause I'm still the same me (ain't shit changed)
Learned from all my lessons 'cause I'm still the same me (still the same me)
God keeps sending blessings 'cause I'm still the same me (thank you)

Lot of days, I feel depressed
After praying, I get fresh
I don't really speak my mind, but my mama know me best
I still tell her I'll be fine
I don't rush, I take my time
Put all this shit on the line
Staying up, I don't decline (ayy)
If I told you I don't cry, then I'd be lying
When my homies died, ain't have to call us, we was already sliding
We was young and wild, it used to be all of us, now the gang divided
Should I make it right or let it fall apart? I ain't decided (I don't know)
Let that 40 spark, yeah, we'll pull all they card, don't come outside (pussy)
I'm the one show forgiveness when it was hard, I swallowed all my pride
I be tryna forget when I was going to war 'cause I made it out alive (I made it out alive)
I'd do anything to hide my scars, I'm always tryna vibe (tryna vibe)
Protect my energy, I stay on guard, can't let 'em block my path
And I'm still a thug, I seen blood, I laid in a bath
Niggas say I'm fake, I left the hood, and that shit make me laugh
Fuck 'em 'cause they snakes
They kept my kids, I'm locked in with my tribe, huh

I ain't even see you called, my phone was on the floor
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I ain't even y'all, then my other was on charge, what happened?
I was just calling you to show you how he acts when I put his drops in
Oh, shit, he was going crazy?
Yeah, look at him now
He mad at you? He's staring at you
He mad, what's up? Let me see your eye
The other eye's infected now
So you put 'em in both? Yeah
He mad as hell, hahaha
He was sleep, I thought I could do it while he was sleep, but no
Man, you fried
He was sleeping like this
Let me see you again, man, his lil' ass crazy
What's wrong with you, dude?
Come here, come here
He mad as fuck, haha
Alright, I'ma call you in a minute
Hey, boo
Aight, I'm at the studio