Lament

Well, I understood you once
I understood you then
We all make some mistakes
We’re only human
I thought I would have seen this coming in the end
But I still trusted you, treated you like a friend
Look where that’s gotten me
Restless in my own head, I only think of you

And those times that we shared, I regret that I cared
And there's no words you can say
To change all the ways I’ve been hurt in your name

I disassociate and then I escalate
These problems that didn’t exist in the first place
I told you that I’ll wait, won’t let you get away
But all of this silence is deafening
And I can’t take another day of heartbreak
Of heartbreak, of heartbreak
And under all the weight I start to suffocate
I can’t take another day of heartbreak
Please, won’t you talk to me, I’ll listen carefully
I can’t take another day of heartbreak

Wish I’d never took sympathy on you
Played this by the book
Hoped that you had too
Maybe I’ll repeat it further down the line
I can’t believe that I was so blind

I've felt so lost

I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, I feel like I can’t trust myself
The same way, like I did so long
I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, you’d been stringing me along
I’ve never felt so wrong

I never saw the light on in your eyes
Only the sure and slow demise
Of everything we could have had together
Could have had the passion of the Sun
But instead you chose to run
Away from how you’re feeling all together

And those times that we shared, I regret that I cared
And there's no words you can say
To change all the ways I’ve been hurt in your name
This bell can’t be unrung once it’s been rang
Unless you’re happy to try again

I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, I feel like I can’t trust myself
The same way, like I did so long
I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, you’d been stringing me along
I’ve never felt so wrong

Don’t tell me what I deserve
That’s not up to you
I’d never place that burden on you
Don’t tell me how I should feel
‘Cus I’ll only lose more of myself to you
So if you want me you’d better make it clear soon
I can’t wait around for you
No matter how much I want to

I've felt so lost

I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, I feel like I can’t trust myself
The same way, like I did so long
I’ve felt so lost, I’ve never felt so wrong
Until I realised you’d been stringing me along
I’ve felt so lost, you’d been stringing me along
I’ve never felt so wrong