Backwards

I felt it once when we came face to face.
I didn't know but you felt so out of place. Feels like we're sliding backwards.
Too much weight.
Strength I lack.
One more thought will break my back.
Too much weight wears my mind.
One more thought left to decide.
Felt it once then gave a second thought.
It's been so hard to pretend like I forgot.
Feels like we're sliding backwards