Scared

So many promises broken.
Too much for me to believe. So hard for me to forget. Wish it was easy to leave.
Im trying to learn from mistakes I've made.
Being alone is the price I've paid.
I won't give in this time. I've made up my mind.
Im not afraid to stay away. We cant avoid the changes. Sometimes I wish we could walk away.
I try so hard not to care. Sometimes I wish you were always there.
So many promises broken.
Too much for me to believe. It's such a waste because I've always cared but I know that you're just scared