Hate Vertigo

Hate is a strong emotion
But it keeps me moving
I want to watch your face as I win your game
And I don’t know if you think about me
But if you don’t I’ll do it for the both of us

I don’t wish you anything bad after all
My enemies are the ones that help me the most
And if I sound bitter, a dreadful regretful person
Just let me tell you

This delusion makes me so alive
I'm so fucking used to being liked
You want to know if I can put up the fight
Paving my way to go
Have a hate vertigo

They keep saying I'm just ‘oh, so sad! ’
Making up these reasons to stay mad
My heartbeat, it races
My conscience is fading
Am I the one supposed to try my best?

Every time I break is over something small
After the whole world has fallen down
I'm the vengeful, soulless creator
It must be fun to paint me in this light
But

This delusion makes me so alive
My makeup’s on and it never felt so right
You think you’re clever but you ruined my night
It’s not something I want to show
I have hate vertigo

I'm the villain to your story
And the hero to mine
Excuse me if I don’t act in the way that you’d like
My energy is chaos and that’s where I thrive
And I don’t
No, I won’t let myself go

This delusion makes me so alive (I feel alive)
I wanna lay down hear my song and cry
You try so hard to break down my mind (break down, you break me down)
But nobody needs to know
This delusion makes me so alive
I'm so fucking used to being liked
You want to know if I can put up the fight
Paving my way to go
Have a hate vertigo