Mother, I Suffer

My life is spent in darkness
I only walk in rain
Left by a father who would never even know my pain
Home is my fondest memory
The thing that keeps me sane
I’ll take these pills to make sure that I never feel again

I'll bring my fucking tempest
I'll bring my fucking storm
I'll part that shit like Moses
The sea of rage is formed
There's no chance you will stop me
The end has come you'll see
A towering inferno of rage
A fucking beast
The truth will be told
Silent in the cold
Darkness it takes hold
The lotus unfolds
The rope is untied
The pain from inside about to landslide
I’ll purify
Shatter my grief that is buried beneath
I'm broken like teeth
My bane I bequeath
Life obsolete
I still hear her cries
You're a fool who I despise
Sometimes believe I'm not nice
Test me I’ll come back, surprise
Butchers knife the size of your thigh
Push me for a high enough time, you get beat down on the ground you lie
Hands on throat look you in the eye, with a plunge and a twist slowly end your life
My anxiety ripping me apart
Stripping me of everything I used to be
The never ending pounding of my heart kicking fear into my mind until I cannot see
The truth will be told
Silent in the cold
Darkness it takes hold
The lotus unfolds
The rope is untied
The pain from inside about to landslide
I’ll purify
I still hear her cries
My life is spent in darkness
I only walk in rain
Left by a father who would never even know my pain
Home is my fondest memory
The thing that keeps me sane
I’ll take these pills to make sure that I never feel again

I'll bring my fucking tempest
I'll bring my fucking storm
I'll part that shit like Moses
The sea of rage is formed
There's no chance you will stop me
The end has come you'll see
A towering inferno that is buried beneath
The truth will be told
Silent in the cold
Darkness it takes hold
The lotus unfolds
The rope is untied
The pain from inside about to landslide
I’ll purify
Don't push me, my mood is frosty
I might take your life don't cross me
One word out of line is costly
Leave a lad chopped up like a rosti
All the pain inside it burns like an inferno, raging, you'll learn
You won't smile when the tables turn
You won't smile when the tables turn

Been left with scars they’re burning
With a pain inside, I'm yearning
For the switch when the tables turning
Dark mood man it's real concerning
Don't know what a man will do, when I get these thoughts gotta keep on churning
How to cope with the thoughts inside, it's a ride and I gotta hold on, keep learning

I need to tell you that, mother, I suffer and it’s because of you