Unfortunate Childhood

What is this
You call it fatherly love
This is not the childhood that I've been dreaming of
My bedroom is...his home-made pleasurecell
Is it my own fault he turned my life into a hell

No
Come to daddy darling...
You won't tell our little secret...would you

He's a hard-working decent man
So no one will see
Nobody will understand
What a beast he can be

Every night it's the same old song
My misery goes on and on
I close my eyes I'm on my knees
Praying to God please help me please

I'm waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again
Waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again

You're supposed to be my hero
Loving me 'till the end
What kind of protection is a pillow
To an abusing friend

Every night it's the same old song
He must be stopped this can't go on
I cry myself to sleep at night
I'm sick and tired of this hopeless fight

I'm waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again
Waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again

Up the stairs

No daddy
No...no

Waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again
Waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again

Suicide is on my mind
I'm disappointed in life
Just a victim of blind lust
My body pays the cost

But this time it's a brand new song
Immense hate has made me strong
He gave me life I've taken his
Putting an end to this fucking madness

I'm waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again
Waking up in a cold cold sweat
His iron hands I can never forget
He's walking up the stairs again

He's walking up the stairs...again