Bottling It Up

I hate bottlin' it up
I hate bottlin' it up
I hate bottlin' it up

I hate bottlin' it up like I always do
I don't say shit, I really want to, no
I don't need the lies you say to my face
I say, "It's okay" leaves a bitter taste, no
Not like the movies, not on the screens
But you'll make it seem live in fantasy
And I'm well aware of where we both stand
It wasn't the plan to let go of your hand

I'm tired of not feelin' enough
I see the end before it'll come
You got me to a place where I'm numb
That's what I get for bitin' my tongue
I'm tired of not feelin' your
Everything but me was put above
You got me to a place where I'm done
That's what I get for bitin' my tongue
Bitin' my, bitin' my
Oh, only for you

I'm layin' here but I'm far, I don't know who you are
You're not who I first met, somethin' tainted your heart
I hold onto the start, I guess that's why I stay
Lord knows, I'm ashamed, I bury all the pain
If you took time to listen, you would see I'm in prison
Wouldn't paint me the villain, perception would be rewritten
You would beg for forgiveness, you would feel what I'm feelin'
Wouldn't keep pushin' limits, takin' more than you're givin'

I'm tired of not feelin' enough
I see the end before it'll come
You got me to a place where I'm numb
That's what I get for bitin' my tongue
I'm tired of not feelin' your
Everything but me was put above
You got me to a place where I'm done
That's what I get for bitin' my tongue
Bitin' my, bitin' my
Oh, only for you