Vergilius

I never wanted
To live without remorse
Transient blindness
And fear set the course

Now my ship lies stranded
On your shore of fools
Destruction, destruction
The merciless reality

My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know
Right from wrong (right from wrong)
Stare at white ceiling all day long
I don't belong

You're all so constant
I've got plenty of nothing
Where's my Vergilius
To lead me through this hell

The waning days
And all the sleepless nights
My sweet addictions
Are of the killing kind

My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know
Right from wrong (right from wrong)
Stare at white ceiling all day long
I don't belong

Why don't you light me another cig?
There's a black cancer clawing at my lungs
This sweet poison
Drown, drown, drowning
Everyone but me, everyone but me

Why don't you pour me another drink?
I bet my sorrows would like to take a swim.
This sweet poison
Drown, drown, drowning
Everyone but me, everyone but me

I never wanted
To be a realist but
The world found me
And smacked right in my face

Inside this rigid shell
It's hard to breath
So take me and make me
A modern antagonist

My mind is reeling 'cause I don't know
Right from wrong (right from wrong)
Stare at white ceiling all day long
I don't belong