All That I Wanted

If I could just write you down
Maybe then I’d figure it out
If I’d just slowed my mouth
And said the things that I know now

It’s hard cause I wanna get you right
And I did it wrong so many times
If I could have my 80s movie night
I’d soak you in instead of running out
I’d stop my car and drive straight to your house

Wanna get you out of my body
Wanna get you out of my head
Instead of playing memories of things I never said
Would’ve sent you the playlists and slept on the floor
Cause laying beside you was all that I wanted
All that I wanted

It’s weird to think you’re grown and married
And I’m still drinking through the shit I buried
I’d rather die than go to our high school reunion
I’m glad that I knew you, I wish that
I’d soaked you in instead of running out

Wanna get you out of my body
Wanna get you out of my head
Instead of playing memories of things I never said
Would’ve sent you the playlists and slept on the floor
Cause laying beside you was all that I wanted
All that I wanted
(All that I want, all that I want, all that I wanted
All that I want, all that I want, all that I wanted)

I’d soak you in instead of running out
Stop my car and just turn around
That red light plays in my mind
And I carry it all of the time