Drunk On Xmas

Everybody’s happy all around me, but I can’t because I’m lonely
I know that Jesus is the reason for the season, but he’s not the best company
To watch home alone with

Lately I’m so nostalgic
Who did I think I was
Taking you all for granted
I know it’s not smart to live in the past, but I’m hoping these days go by fast

I don’t wanna be drunk on Christmas
Or pretend like I don’t miss us at all
Like I don’t miss us at all
I got these feelings deep inside of me
And all they do is lie to me and tell me
You’re not too far gone
I don’t wanna be drunk (drunk)
On Christmas (on Christmas)

I’m so tired of all these gifts when they don’t give me anything
‘Cause all they do is emphasize the emptiness I feel inside
What I want just can’t be bought
You can’t gift wrap a broken heart
Family pics are different when you’re not in them

Lately I’m so nostalgic
Who did I think I was
Taking you all for granted
I know it’s not smart to live in the past, but I’m hoping these days go by fast

I don’t wanna be drunk on Christmas
Or pretend like I don’t miss us at all
Like I don’t miss us at all
I got these feelings deep inside of me
And all they do is lie to me and tell me
You’re not too far gone
I don’t wanna be drunk (drunk)
On Christmas (on Christmas)
I don’t wanna be drunk (drunk)
On Christmas (on Christmas)

I just wish that
I’d pretend that
I’d forget
Even for a weekend
I just wish that
I’d pretend that
I’d forget
Even for a weekend

I don’t wanna be drunk on Christmas
Or pretend like I don’t miss us at all