Insane

[Intro] F  F

                          F
I drink my coffee in the morning
                         C
I brush my teeth before bed
                           Dm
I fake a smile to keep the sad thoughts
           Bb
Out of my head
                              F
I sit outside and watch the world spin
                         C
I bet you probably moved on
                           Dm
But I still can't seem to sing, mmm
                   Bb
Anything but this song

                F                            F
I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
                C                                   C
I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame
            Dm                           Dm
I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay
                Bb  Bb
Well, I'm not okay

                             F
Today might be the day I go insane
              C
The day I go insane
               Dm
The day I go insane
                Bb
That'll be the day, today might be the day
                F
The day I go insane

 F
Will probably be the best day of my life
         F
I'll be rid of all my problems, I'll be rid of my strife
            C
And I can even fix an issue by just sayin' good night
             C
And I don't even got to worry if I'm wrong or I'm right
            Dm
And when I argue with my darkest side, it's comin' to light
                 Dm                                             Bb
I'd rather have 'em call me crazy, than have another fight with you

This mind of mine is mine to lose, it's true

                F                            F
I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
                C                                    C
I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame
                   Dm                            Dm
I've been spending all this time pretending I'm okay
               Bb  Bb
Well, I'm not okay

                              F
Today might be the day I go insane
               C
The day I go insane
               Dm
The day I go insane
               Bb
That'll be the day, today might be the day

F                        F
If today's the day I go insane
        C                              C
Please tell my mom and dad I'm not in pain
      Dm                          Dm
And tell my sister not to do the same
                  Bb
It's just, these lonely days get lonelier with rain
                F
And then the feelings come and go and pass in waves (Pass in waves)
           C
And I can feel myself start to get swept away (Swept away)
                 Dm
I guess if your heart can break, then your head can do the same (Do the same)
                Bb   Bb
It's hard to explain

                             F
Today might be the day I go insane
               C
The day I go insane
               Dm
The day I go insane
               Bb
That'll be the day, today might be the day
               F
The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay)
               C
The day I go insane (Today, I'll go insane)
               Dm
The day I go insane (Hey, I'm not okay)
                Bb
That'll be the day, today might be the day (Today, I'll go insane)
               F
The day I go insane

Yeah, it hurts, but it's true, I shouldn't care, but I do

I hide who I'm inside like I've got something to prove

But what I've learned is that pretending ends up bad for my health

What's the point of being if I'm not being myself?