Left Out (feat. Karizma)

Feeling left out
From the right side of your bed
Feelings stressed out
Over every last word you said
Feelings left now
Just a ghost inside my head
Feeling less now
Cause I know you dream me dead
I've been left out
Lied to

Talked about and used
Stared down and laughed at
While walking out of school
You want to put the blame on me
The feelings nothing new
You want to hang more pain on me
There's nothing you can do
A moment lasts inside this coffin

I'm buried often
And everytime you're calling
Once you starting
There's no stoping
You know what
I pick my phone up
Know you can hear me
Just show up
And show love
Just want you near me

But like
Does that even feel right
Cause I don't want you
If anyone can hold you
All through the night
And is it even fair
Or worth for me
To put up a fight
Just to prove that I'm the one
That you still need out of spite
No more broken hearts
To fall apart to broken promise
No more playing cards
Or broken charts which goes to haunt us
And we don't got to put all of this care
Beyond us but

You don't got to be scared
To be honest
Feeling left out
From the right side of your bed
Feelings stressed out
Over every last word you said
Feelings left now
Just a ghost inside my head
Feeling less now
Cause I know you dream me dead
I thought a lot lately

Please
I wanna stop
Playing this game
Your mom and pops hate me
I know I'm probably your top choice
As you're drinking
On the rocks lately
Ha

I wanna confess
I wanna die
When you're brought up by friends
And every night
I'm haunted in bed
So I cry
Every drop is a sin

And
I think I'm healing again
But every feeling I'm feeling
Is like I'm peeling the skin
Always dealing with women
In every show and event
But when we're home or if we're out
You're on your phone
Every second
Said that I'm an ass
I said I think you're right
So every conversation
Turns to basically a fight
Stare into my eyes
And tell me what you need

As I pray to God
That you never leave
Feeling left out
From the right side of your bed
Feelings stressed out
Over every last word you said
Feelings left now
Just a ghost inside my head
Feeling less now
Cause I know you dream me dead