Look How You've Grown

I sat myself down to cry today
It's like a weekly ritual
Got it all scheduled, date and a time
Wouldn't want not to be frugal
Even the strongest glass can break
And some hurt you get used to
Rinse and repeat, easier to heal
The more I pull myself through

I can be hard on myself
But only for my mental health
I'm not quite where I used to be
But I'm trying relentlessly

Sometimes life can feel like it's forever and ever
You can be hurting baby, but don't let it show
Come on try for me, cry for me, keep it together
Make it look easy baby, 'cause you're on your own
Oh, my, my, my
Am I me or my mind?
Am I broke by design?
Am I wasting my time?
Come on try for me, fight for me, keep getting better
Nothing's forever baby, look how you've grown, grown, grown

I paint the sadness with a smile
Letting the pain drip behind me
Ignore my physique and chronic fatigue
And everything else off about me
Then I'll make myself into an island
And call it a brain break
Whatever I like is what I prescribe
See you in three to five working days

I stitch up all my wounds
I got myself into this mess
So I must be the one to fix me
Do I make it look easy? Yes

Sometimes life can feel like it's forever and ever
You can be hurting baby, but don't let it show
Come on try for me, cry for me, keep it together
Make it look easy baby, 'cause you're on your own
Oh, my, my, my
Am I me or my mind?
Am I broke by design?
Am I wasting my time?
Come on try for me, fight for me, keep getting better
Nothing's forever baby, look how you've grown, grown, grown

Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown, grown, grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Nothing's forever baby
Look how you've grown, grown, grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown
Look how you've grown, grown, grown