Breaking Me Down

I'm so numb
If you cut my arm off I wouldn’t know
Lately, I'm scared of myself
I don’t show it
I don’t show it

What are drugs
If not a bump in the road?
I’ve become
Restless, I tend not to sleep anymore, but
Anymore, but

I guess I'm the problem if I'm always hurting
Scared what I’d find if I pull back the curtain
Mom said to dad that she hopes that I figure it out
‘Cause I'm older now
Breaking me down

And I'm wrong a lot
Still so defensive
It’s what I’ve become
‘Til I neglect all the ones that I love
All the ones that I love

And I’ve noticed a pattern with everyone leaving
Happens when I open up with my feelings
Took me a while but I think that I'm over it now
I don’t know how
Breaking me-

Hate to admit but I like taller buildings
And big open spaces without any ceilings
Where I can imagine myself having figured it out
‘Cause I'm older now
Breaking me down

Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down