I'm so numb If you cut my arm off I wouldn’t know Lately, I'm scared of myself I don’t show it I don’t show it What are drugs If not a bump in the road? I’ve become Restless, I tend not to sleep anymore, but Anymore, but I guess I'm the problem if I'm always hurting Scared what I’d find if I pull back the curtain Mom said to dad that she hopes that I figure it out ‘Cause I'm older now Breaking me down And I'm wrong a lot Still so defensive It’s what I’ve become ‘Til I neglect all the ones that I love All the ones that I love And I’ve noticed a pattern with everyone leaving Happens when I open up with my feelings Took me a while but I think that I'm over it now I don’t know how Breaking me- Hate to admit but I like taller buildings And big open spaces without any ceilings Where I can imagine myself having figured it out ‘Cause I'm older now Breaking me down Breaking me down Breaking me down Breaking me down Breaking me down