Hit the Wall

I'm a crack in the pavement, I'm a slip knot
I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box
I should know what I'm playing, but I forgot
Felt good for a day, but that stopped
And I once saw it clearly, but it's bloodshot
And I want you so badly, but I close off
Like, I thought we'd get married, but I guess not
Now you can watch me hit the wall

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

I try to be violent, but I get caught
A room full of doctors and an inkblot
I'm drawn into headlights, have a blind spot
Pull over and wait for too long
I wanna be stable, but I do cave
I use when I'm able, I downgrade
I barely deserve it if you do stay
I wish you would anyway

But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
I'm not a problem you can solve
Weighing the cost, impossible
I hit the wall, I hit the wall

A Case Of You playing in the hallway
Hallucinations that I downplay
I'm numb till I'm aching for the sharp pain
Watch my blade ricochet
Time, funny, ain't it? Flashbacks of my life
What a waste of, what a shame at night
Face-to-face with every girl that I tried to play, mm

Well, sooner or later, you'll find out
I live in a pattern of breakdowns
You'll bend to my silence, it's so loud
And then you'll lose me to the crowd

Hit the wall, I just hit the wall (I)
I'm not a problem you can solve (I)
Hit the wall, I just (I-I-I)
I just
Now