Again

My heart is racin', I'm chasing a feeling, this ceilin'
My past is catchin' up to me, right through me
Poison coursin', I'm dyin', I'm lyin'
Never better, never better

I wish I was present, but it's so unpleasant
We're in this together, but I'm the exception
My best friend's a stranger, this isn't my nature
But I'm never better

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day I would change
But I woke up the same again

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
And again
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Is it fucked up if I pulled you in the way of my bad luck
And I asked for you to stay? I don't have much
What's the point in holdin' on? Both my hands are goin' numb
But something's tellin' me I should have never let go

So why-y-y-y don't I-I-I-I-I ever wanna wake up?
Little by little, I'm sure that it would break us
And even if I'm not in the way of your trust
Then nevermind, adrenaline will never escape us

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day I would change
But I woke up the same again

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again

And again, and again, and again
It's all the same again
And again, and again
It's all the same again

And again, and again
It's all the same again
And again, and again
It's all the same again

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day I would change
But I woke up the same again

I was thinkin' (I was thinkin')
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin' (when I'm sinkin')
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day I would change
But I woke up the same again
And again

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
It's all the same again
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)