Blinded

As I sink into my own lies
As I sink into my own lies
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies

Would you still be here if
I had something else to offer
Or nothing at all?
I want to hide myself away
I want to hide myself away

Away from everyone I know
You say it's fine but I've got the scars to show
Cause I don't know what I'm worth
To anyone

I try to say the words but they're not coming to me
(I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it again)
I wanna scream the words but they're not coming to me
Oh fuck

I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
I can't even think what I offer
I don't even know what I'm meant to do
With the days that I've got left on this earth

Someone tell me
What am I supposed to do?
How am I supposed to act?
I can't see the value in anything

I can't even keep up with the lies I tell myself
'Cause every damn time I open up I'm met with those eyes
It kills me

I can't see this
Through any other lens
Than I have seen with my own two eyes
It blinds me
Blinds me

Nah, wait
I overthink every little thing that I've said to anyone that's out of my circle
And I'll drag myself down
With the fucking guilt

As I sink into my own lies
As I sink into my own lies

I can't even begin to fathom the idea
Of having any fucking clue
What I'm supposed to do
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth

(I'm sinking)

How can I be anything different
If I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different
If I can't find me?
How can I be anything different
If I can't find me when I'm sinking?
How can I be anything different?
It blinds me

(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)
(I'm sinking)