I'm so sorry

It's been three days since I heard from you
I guess it's time I should come out of my room
I erased last week's pages that said 143
I took off the necklace that you gave to me
I know I shouldn't sit here feeling sorry for myself
But my heart beats for you and it's for no one else
I'm putting all this shit into perspective now
I must be moving on but I don't know how
Now I feel the way you felt when I would yell and scream
I should have realized I put those tears in your eyes and ruined all your dreams
I'm so sorry

Now that you tell me about another guy
I have got to admit that I am not surprised.
The stories that I hear tell me he's pretty sweet
The worst I see you hand in hand, walking the street
Maybe this fling of yours is just a test
Or maybe moving on is what would be best.
I don't know how I'll cope
But I won't give up hope.

Now it's another lonely night
And I dream about her
Think of all the useless fights
And write songs about her.