Bullets For Words

Outside of my box
Are places in my thoughts
Where people take care of me
Needing such closure
Excitement spills over
It's taken this long just to see

That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie

New York is calling
My will powers falling
I'd surrender but it's what I want
Leaving behind all these tears that I cried
I won't dwell on these things, no I won't

That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie

This won't be real
Till I raise my appeal
I'm a wreck in a fight with my nerves
Finding my place
I was born to create
I'm a soldier but my bullets are my words

That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie (2x)

Walk into unknown
Through Broadway & Soho
Where my dreams are waiting for me

That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie