And I wish to feel smaller under your sheets
I wish for the whole truth
Every time you speak
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep
And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
Isn't enough
And I swear I'm gonna cry
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough
And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away
And I wish to feel smaller under your hands
Though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
Down your pants
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely
And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up
But I swear I'm gonna cry
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough
And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away
And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate
Not sure you'd come clean
And I wish to feel smaller
Under your sheets
I wish for the whole truth
Every time you speak
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep
And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I swear I'm going to cry
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough
Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough
And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away
Is gonna tear mine away