It Could Have Been Us (feat. Christopher)

I'm not really jealous
I just can’t stop scrolling down your wall
And I'm not overthinking it
I’ve just been going through it all
Tell me if you do the same and if you do
Do you get emotional?
I'm not really jealous
I just can’t stop scrolling down your wall

Out of these places I run into you now
And after all these phases I’ve been going through
This is the worst time
Why you gotta look so good?
Making it worse, making it hurt
Making me realize

It could have been us
It could have been love
It could have been easy
But we made it so hard
It could have been something
But I fucked it all up
Making it worse, making it hurt
Making me realize
It could have been us

Of course no, I'm not doing fine
But I don’t want your sympathy
I'm pretty sure I'm missing you in ways
That you’re not missing me
Oh, could you say that thing again?
Could you make me cry again?
Cause I'm forgetting all the reasons
How we ended up best friends, Oh
But I make my peace
With the version of the two of us
I'm sad I never get to see

And I don’t want to know
If your lips touching hers
If you finally found
All the things you deserve
I don’t wanna know where you’re going
Who you’re with, what you look like

Out of these places
I run into you now
And after all these phases I’ve been going through
This is the worst time
Why you gotta look so good?
Making it worse, making it hurt
Making me realize

It could have been us
It could have been love
It could have been easy
But we made it so hard
It could have been something
But I fucked it all up
Making it worse, making it hurt
Making me realize
It could have been us

Aaaah, (it could have been)
Should have been, would have been
Could have been us, would have been us
It could have been us (it could have been)
Could have been, would have been
Should have been us, could have been us
It could have been us

And I tried to break the ice
But I looked into your eyes
And realized my only choice
Was a big fat lie
When you asked me
You’re happy right?