why do I still care?

I can take no more
All these patterns
They just keep on repeating
Watching strength just fade away into weakness
What's in store?
Modern symptomatic
So self-defeating
And it's a triumph just to focus on breathing

But I still care
Yeah
But I still care
Yeah

Uh, look
Like, do you still care for me?
I long for the times you were there for me
I hate that I still love about everything about you
Without you, I'm missing the rest of me
Okay, retrospectively, perspective changes
Destiny is better left to strangers
You can't spell fuck it without U and I, baby
I'm tryna run it back like a suicide, baby
'Cause you'll be on my mind till I D-I-E
I'm tryna redefine what I see in we
But if you plus me equal death and destruction
I guess it's a part of L-O-V-E, so let's (I can't take no more)

All these patterns
They just keep on repeating
Watching strength just fade away into weakness
What's in store?
Modern symptomatic
So self-defeating
And it's a triumph just to focus on breathing

But I still care
Yeah
But I still care
Yeah

Got lost through a crack in the floor
Cold soul blown away
Now I can't get it back no more
Picking off the meat from the bones of Lenore
Blood dripping down my beak
I will speak nevermore
Light floating through the crack in the door
Soul blown away
Now I can't get it back no more
First murder, seed for the gore
Now I don't feel a thing
No, I don't feel a thing no more

Shame on you?
No, shame on me
Let myself believe that we had all these dreams
Now I'm stuck just living the nightmare
No fight, sleeping dog died overnight
I was right there
Hide n' seek, so terrified I can't breathe
I thought I heard it scratching at the trapdoor
Underneath the same rug where we sweep
Lying to each other through our teeth
Last thing I heard you say was
Go to sleep

Got lost through a crack in the floor
Cold soul blown away
Now I can't get it back no more
Picking off the meat from the bones of Lenore
Blood dripping down my beak
I will speak nevermore
Light floating through the crack in the door
Soul blown away
Now I can't get it back no more
First murder, seed for the gore
Now I don't feel a thing
No, I don't feel a thing no more (I can take no more)

All these patterns
They just keep on repeating
Watching strength just fade away into weakness
What's in store?
Modern symptomatic
So self-defeating
And it's a triumph just to focus on breathing

But I still care
Yeah
But I still care
Yeah