Misery (feat. Misstiq)

Another day ends in misery
God I thought I'd never be
On my knees in agony
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Begging for a bronze
Begging to be high
Contemplating suicide

I don't know how
How to find a way out
We'll just go another round
Others have another route
Suicidal thoughts
Crying in the dark
It'll never stop
Am I really lost?

Your voice is like a scream, it stays with me
Tempting me, begging me
To take another drink
The feeling is nay
I start to get dizzy
Don't care if they'll miss me
I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again

That's just a waste of the fortune of luck
Cause the truth is that fucker I don't give a fuck
Fuck what you say and fuck what you think
I'll reach for my glass and then pour me a drink
I'm feeling so selfish
And I hate feeling helpless
It's hard to be selfless
My life's just a freak
Yea, I'm just a freak
Just a motherfucking freak

I have trouble speaking cause I can't stop shaking
Aggression has started
My fists won't stop bleeding
My skin fucking crawling
My God, oh I'm falling
I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again

I scream until my throat bleeds
And comfort you so I can see

Your voice is like a scream
I stays with me
Tempting me, begging me to take another drink
The feeling is nay
I start to get dizzy
Don't care if they'll miss me
I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again

That's just a waste of the fortune of luck
Cause the truth is that fucker I don't give a fuck
Fuck what you say and fuck what you think
I'll reach for my glass and then pour me a drink
I'm feeling so selfish
And I hate feeling helpless
It's hard to be selfless
My life's just a freak
Yea, I'm just a freak
Just a motherfucking freak

Another day ends in misery
Empty bottles laying all around me
Rise to my feet and I can barely walk
Open my mouth and I can't even talk
How did I get to this place again?
How did I let the damn brown bottle win?
Am I weak or am I just paying for sin?
Whatever the case I have given in

I woke up
Fucked up
Reaching for the bottle, put my glass up
Coming down fast, better catch up
Til I pass out
Til I'm face down
Can it end now?
Drink the pain down
(Yeah)

And pray to God that I will not break

27 going on dead
Hear in the eulogy inside my motherfucking head
There's nothing that I won't do
So fuck this world
And mother fuck you