Another day ends in misery God I thought I'd never be On my knees in agony Screaming at the top of my lungs Begging for a bronze Begging to be high Contemplating suicide I don't know how How to find a way out We'll just go another round Others have another route Suicidal thoughts Crying in the dark It'll never stop Am I really lost? Your voice is like a scream, it stays with me Tempting me, begging me To take another drink The feeling is nay I start to get dizzy Don't care if they'll miss me I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again That's just a waste of the fortune of luck Cause the truth is that fucker I don't give a fuck Fuck what you say and fuck what you think I'll reach for my glass and then pour me a drink I'm feeling so selfish And I hate feeling helpless It's hard to be selfless My life's just a freak Yea, I'm just a freak Just a motherfucking freak I have trouble speaking cause I can't stop shaking Aggression has started My fists won't stop bleeding My skin fucking crawling My God, oh I'm falling I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again I scream until my throat bleeds And comfort you so I can see Your voice is like a scream I stays with me Tempting me, begging me to take another drink The feeling is nay I start to get dizzy Don't care if they'll miss me I'll wake up tomorrow and start it again That's just a waste of the fortune of luck Cause the truth is that fucker I don't give a fuck Fuck what you say and fuck what you think I'll reach for my glass and then pour me a drink I'm feeling so selfish And I hate feeling helpless It's hard to be selfless My life's just a freak Yea, I'm just a freak Just a motherfucking freak Another day ends in misery Empty bottles laying all around me Rise to my feet and I can barely walk Open my mouth and I can't even talk How did I get to this place again? How did I let the damn brown bottle win? Am I weak or am I just paying for sin? Whatever the case I have given in I woke up Fucked up Reaching for the bottle, put my glass up Coming down fast, better catch up Til I pass out Til I'm face down Can it end now? Drink the pain down (Yeah) And pray to God that I will not break 27 going on dead Hear in the eulogy inside my motherfucking head There's nothing that I won't do So fuck this world And mother fuck you