Strange Feelings

I feel so ugly all the time
No one thinks I'm funny or fine
Before you knew me, I was okay
Then slowly, it all slipped away
I fell into a dark, deep place
No one stood by me, I lost my grace

I thought this pain would never end
So alone, without a friend
Could've died that night, it's true
Forever young, but I pulled through

I felt like I was from another world
A broken little boy, so tired, so cold
I wanted to run, never looking back
My heart gave in beneath the black
Nothing felt real, it was all a lie
But still, these strange feelings won't subside

I took some pills to calm my mind
Wandered streets, no peace to find
Then I found you under skies so gray
You stayed with me, you didn't stray

I thought this pain would never end
So alone, without a friend
Could've died that night, it's true
Forever young, but I pulled through

I felt like I was from another world
A broken little boy, so tired, so cold
I wanted to run, never looking back
My heart gave in beneath the black
Nothing felt real, it was all a lie
But still, these strange feelings won't subside

Can you show me how to come back to life?
I'm tangled up in strange feelings all night
I don't want to hide inside my room
These strange feelings are drowning me tonight